Hey all.
It's me again.
Remember yesterday that I said in my post that I'll tell you why I started a blog.
It's actually because....
(drumroll please).... dum dum dum dum.....
Well, you see Lysha and I had a fight last Friday cause she told a secret which I told her not to tell.
And the worst thing is that she told it right in front of me.
Loud and clear.
And although I don't know whether it's an accident or not, I shouted at her.
" Lysha, I cannot believe you just said that! I'm never going to talk to you again!"
But again, actually, I meant to say " not going to tell you anything ever again".
That's why I started a blog.
I needed a place which could hear me and understand me.
Even my mom can't really do that.
So anyway, since then, Lysha and I haven't talked to each other.
On Friday it self, I sent a sorry message to her through my phone.
I also sent one to (the girl that Lysha told my secret to) Debbie.
Now, I have already said sorry to Debbie and she forgived me.
But, Lysha on the other hand, didn't even bother to say anything.
But actually, I'm totally all to blame cause I shouldn't have shouted at her.
I hardly get angry or shout at anyone.
I think that she will never forgive me.....
Boo hoo..... I feel like crying.
Although I think that it's my fault, some people did say that I should say sorry.
But there are some that say that SHE should say sorry.
Anyway... since I wanted to end this fight, I just said sorry.
But guess what?
You already know it.
Lysha is permanently not talking to me forever.
I feel so bad....
I think I'm a stupid friend, and a horrible one too.
I asked some of my friends that-I know it's stupid but I desperately need to know- and out of all of them, Emma said that I was only sometimes.
Although she is not exactly my close friend but I believe her.
I bet that now you totally hate me...
I feel like dying with all these dance practices.
You wanna know more now right?
Adios people....:P
